my home
I am done trying to control shit that I can’t. I am done worrying about whether or not Tom want’s me in his life because I know he does. I am also done waiting for him to approve my stuff in his house or when my things will arrive. I am living there so I should act like I am!
If I have to move my stuff by myself I will. I will put my paintings up as agreed. If STILL NOTHING IS DONE I might even give the flatmate her deadline date to move by. I don’t want to move out and I don’t want to feel like I have no home so I have no choice but to make my new home….home.
While Tom is in China I am going to have two of his friends over and we are going to put up some of my paintings in the lounge and I will get them to move one of my chairs in too.
It could go either way he may be shocked and annoyed or he will think it is refreshing and fun. I am not fussed what the reaction is as it is my home too.
So really not much has changed accept my attitude towards the situation. I can’t moan if I haven’t made the effort to change things.
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