arrrrrrrhhhh
Since the big move in I feel like a caged bird, I am moody and am not sure how to snap out of it. We are both so headstrong and neither one of us will back down and both of us always want the last word.
I find this tiring and am catching myself holding my tongue so that a few comments don’t escalate into an arguement.
But why should I monitor my behaviour?
Why should I be the bigger person?
Why should a tiny comment I make end up in world war three?
Men never change for a woman and I don’t want him to but why do I feel like I am changing?
Why do I feel trapped and annoyed?
Some of the reason for this is the fact that I have moved from my own 1 bedroom apartment to a 2 bedroom unit with 3 people. I have lost my solitude, lost a place to be that is mine only. It is hard to work through all this with no-where to think.
I don’t want to feel like I can’t stand the site of someone that I have chosen to live with. I don’t want to be a grumpy cow. But I need to feel like it is my home too. It also feels so serious. Strange for me to feel that something getting serious makes me uncomfortable…
I feel like I might explode
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