Dignity

February 18th, 2008

It’s time to take back what has been mine all along, my dignity. I have been slaving away at work, am constantly stressed, not sleeping, missing the gym because I am exhausted and oh yes drinking.

Tomorrow I am going to suggest a meeting that may change things at work and it may not but if things don’t change then I will be forced to leave. Life is too short and when I let people push me too far then I become someone I hate. Something has gotta change.

The worst thing is that I wanna smoke cigarettes again, it’s been 49 days since my last one and I refuse to let work get the better of me by starting the habit up again.

 As for the men in my life I have been far too obliging, that’s going to stop, I am not a doormat even though I appear soft and agreeable I am certainly not. Even though I like sex and have been asking for not strings attached I am not a call gal and yet I feel like I am being treated like one. Maybe the men in my life are selfish because I let then be selfish? I am a sexy, intelligent woman who does know what she wants but often keeps it to herself, well hello world fucking look out I’m just getting started.

I am woman hear me roar loudly!!!

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