2008
I have been feeling a lot happier in the last month than I have in ages. For a while there (around Sept 06 - Nov 07) I was extreemly over worked, stressed and desperately unhappy. I had forgotten what a smile felt like and didn’t know how to be happy.
Things have changed so much. At least 4 times in the last 3 months I have randomly broken into a very broad smile whilst walking down the street for no reason other than feeling really good, feeling alive, like the world is my oyster. It is a fantastic feeling!
I am also loving the people I work with they are great for a laugh and brilliant company, it’s nice to really fit in, feel comfortable in a place you spend so much time at.
I am still loving my apartment it is my sanctuary and amazingly peaceful and homely.
I am not ready for a relationship but have had some casual no strings flings and for the first time in my life that feels great too.
I feel freedom, feel alive and am looking forward to what this year will bring. I haven’t been to the gym for about 3 weeks and am cool with it, people have been showering me with compliments. I am glowing, sparkling, partying and feeling the sexist I ever have. I am enjoying my body just the way it is. It makes a nice change…
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Mike said: (on January 11th 2008, at 2:07 pm)
Hiya Kate. I’m really glad to hear you’re feeling so good - a great start to the new year!
It’s been interesting to hear how you’ve found the ID stuff. It seems like it can be a bit hit-and-miss as to whether people get something worthwhile out of it. But you’re brave to have given it a bash anyway - not sure if I could ;)